samantha tan yifen

2009-08-28T22:49:00.000+08:00

i dont wanna blog here anymore. have moved to tumblr :D
roar!(: but will come here to laugh at the funny spammer. :D

hee! so cute la. :) he/she likes the letter f so much!! (:

2009-08-08T15:35:00.000+08:00

blogger officially hates me i still cant upload pics.

2009-08-07T12:43:00.000+08:00

i'd be posting the pictures tonight! (:
yeah. just wait.

im going to meet stella soon. going lan :DDD l4d :D
dunno how to play. roar.

then we go eat!
then we go shop!
then we go gth. :D

tell me how im suppose to breathe with no air?

2009-08-05T23:49:00.000+08:00

4S6 ROCKS :D
me like me like me like :D

pictures. :( still cannot upload.
when im able to, be prepared.

i wanna walk to school with you baby. :(
really.
i want to.

2009-08-05T16:47:00.000+08:00

i wanna go there where you go, i wanna find out what you know, maybe someday down the road, sit back and say to myself. Yeah, i thought so.
i like how you are with me, in our future history, and maybe someday down the road, sit back and say to myself. Yeah, i thought so

When i saw you over there, i didnt mean to stare, But my mind was everywhere. i wanna know you.
Boy, i guess that youre the kind. To say whats on your mind, But you listen when i have something to show you.
You smile and never shout, you stand out in the crowd, You make the best of every situation.
Correct me if im wrong, your fragile and your strong, A beautiful and perfect combination.

i see sunset in your eyes.

-i wont shed a tear, maybe just once in a while.

2009-07-31T17:47:00.000+08:00

yay jasmine experiences the same problem as me. :)

today was alright.
physics. yeah. normal
maths, flunked the test
english, hated the compre,
physics again, couldn understand
tuition, very unfruitful today. i was like super slack
training sec ones, judy is good at passing. sir is fun to pepper with, and i took a video of them doing physical and singing at the same time.
right now, minnie's head is on my ass. for like neck rest. -.- :D hahah (: and shes crying cause im blogging and not giving her attention :(

if you were near me now, id hug you tight ;)

im hungry. :) i'll go make some FOOD :D
yeah babeh. food. :)

minnie daoded me
and she left already :(

baby!

2009-07-30T23:40:00.000+08:00

i still dont understand why blogger is like that.

okay.
today was okay.
took the amaths test,
guess i can pass lah. :D
hahaha :)

but.. may have ALOT of careless mistakes.

took back the maths surprise test,.
7/10. still not bad.
cause i just didnt bother about the area part.
how wasted.

i will now not decide and not think about watching the sunset.
cause itll never happen :D

and.. :)
guess, im gonna wanna play

saturday training, im waiting for you to come.
i know i haven been training.
but now. im coming back.
please forgive me and give me time.

HAPPY BELATED BIRTHDAY TO
LINDY, (especially! ) :D
HONGYUAN :D ( even though i dont really know him well. )
it wouldn hurt to like wish happy birthday right? so . i'll wish :D

im looking forward to tomorrow's school.
wanna finish the essay with julian asap.
love the story and the death drugs.

but whats the point in committing suicide when you know, if you do it, you'd go to hell?

FOP is coming.
so is church's 20th anni.
i want my friends to come :(

WORKHARDER TOMORROW. i will.

boomchikawowwow.
:D

i hope one day i can buy zhiting. :D
hAHAHAha :)
and and, i read judy's or adiel's blog. they had a convo about cartoons. super interesting.
ZHITING. I WANT TO TALK LIKE THAT TOO :D ITS VERY ENTERTAINING. LETS DO THAT OKAY? :D

babaBOOM :D < explosive okay.

rebecca told me about bombings. it was interesting and she bombed two waterbottles. :D
I LOVE HER. :D

thats my day. :)
hate cheem words. loves simplicity :D

<3 i can heart all i want, cause this stupid url thing doesnt work! (:

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she bangs.

2009-07-29T17:11:00.000+08:00

OKAY> REALLY WANTED TO POST ONE LAST THING OKAY.

was AT training yesterday. Not in training lah :D
so.. yeah. i watched.
and i observed :D

my gosh
sec ones are so good
really.
they are like way better than me at spiking when i was sec one.
serious :)

LOVE.

the name of today,
bab_

2009-07-29T16:46:00.000+08:00

oh my goodness. :)

today.. was like terrible indeed.
i hated today. and was really super .. you know what i mean,
YOU!, fish you :D hahaha !(: and please, dont rape me.

well yeah.
should be flunking physics again :(
i focused too much on work energy and power.
they basically tested alot MORE of pressure.
so yeah.

then. -.- maths surprise test?
lol. okay.

was like super feddup so.
my area, i din really do alot of proper calculations

didnt go for recess today.
and i think it didnt help at all.
i just did abit of ss here and there, and freak out.

then. geog.
awesome i love mrs leong lah.

and for the last last parts of my post.
-im having another 2 tests tomorrow.
rev 3 on i dunno. a or e maths.
-geog make up test.
and suposedly,
its suppose to be.. like common test.
wish me luck.

-i went to tighten my braces.
what a waste man i had to go down one size for upper jaw, cause of one stupid tooth, the wire popped :(((( gahzibongs.
you know what. salmon the tooth :(
-i have colours. like finally.
maroon and "rose". eh heh. the nurse said want red and white? i was abit.. you know. okay.. then after that, i decided. get my fav colours :)
at first i wanted orange and blue :) hahahah !but nah. ;) so fugly.

I'VE LEARNT MY LESSON
i wont be stoning, or sleeping.
in the noon. where my time COULD actually be well spent. :)

come on. im studying.

JOSHUA TAY, im gonna prove to you man. im mugging the day off! i hate that your always right. so now. im gonna be right :D

and the time i start mugging is after facebook and .. this :D hahah! :)

rachel- sorry for relinking late yah

jasmine- sorry for relinking late too :D

I LOVE ZHITING AND
I HATE YOU! :D

people reading YOU, is not YOU. :) You is my chinese friend and YOU is her name :D so yeah. YOUR NOT YOU, YOUR YOU. BUT NOT YOU :D

YOU!<3 you know who you are. :)
i hate you. hate HATE. is a big word. HATE you.

2009-07-27T17:45:00.000+08:00

This was something i posted, April 21st 2008. the "[" , "]" square brackets are.. what im gonna type now.
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THINGS I JUST FOUND OUT:
#1 i cant study before 6.30pm. [still true]
#2 i love chocolate milk [not true anymore. i like normal milk]
#3 i hate avocados [not true anymore, i like the icecream.]
#4 i miss volleyball training! [yes i do ]
#5 i cant wait to go to hawaii, [yeah, now i wanna go with my husband.]
#6 im starting to dislike green because of avocado, OPPS, NO I DIN SAY THAT, I LOVE LOVE LOVE GREEN. [i dont like green that much now, and, i like avocado]
#7 im actually quite weird (really) [ didnt change one bit, im still weird.]
#8 i love writing. [i dont like it now.]
#9 i love espirit and BHG. [still loving those two]
#10 i want to go express. [am already here]
#11 i love chinese [OH MY GOSH?!!!!!!!!!!!!! ]
#12 i want to run badly. [WHATS WRONG WITH THE 2008 ME?]
#13 i hate cooking. [HEH HEH]
#14 i love clothes. o.O [weehee, yes i do.]
#15 i love old songs. [now i dont]
#16 i cant write in a straight line. [yah. i think i still cant.]
#17 i hate internet connections [those that are failing] = YES I STILL HATE IT.
#18 i dont want to fail chinese [ i dont care about chinese ]
#19 i want to get fat [ yes i do i really really do.]
#20 i love dreaming. [ never changed one bit. ]

what i wanna look for now?
i wanna look for my first blog.

what i looked for already :)
a picture of......
and i saw it. really cute leh. ;D

what im about to do.
study -.-

what drives me crazy?
RESOLUTIONS.

what is annoying me right now?
i cant put colours and pictures into my post ;(

things thats on my mind.
you really dare to rape me?! =.= now this is a face, means, double of -.- this beautiful face. :)
HA. you loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser loser. :D

i now know, i neglected how much i ------,---

pictures make me love you more- zhitings post for me :D

2009-07-27T10:40:00.000+08:00

this is belated :) but i wanna show you all my loves post for me! (: love it and i appreciate it :DDD so here goes.
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Clock reads twelve and so blogger better post under 18 July 09 (Yes I actually timed it :D)

Cauz I love you,
Cauz you stone stone stone
Cauz you're my beloved twin
and cauz I WANNA SLEEP (Kidding!)
that's why you got a dedicated post honey : )

Faith has brought us together :D
For better, for worse,
For richer, for poorer,
In sickness or in health,
To love and to cherish
'till death do us part.
HAHAHHA! I RESEARCHED THE WEDDING VOWS :D
Anywayyyyyy,I'm not lesbian just that I love my twin whose always there for me no matter what and is someone I can count on : )
ILY BABY! :D
It's your birthday and I hope you are wearing 15 year old clothes (YOUR QUOTE :D)

Today, You get to piece tgt all the awkward moments and guesses etc : )
Click to enlarge, Sorminti :D
http://3.bp.blogspot.com/_XgNQ5CpFnME/SmBWhG5sMYI/AAAAAAAABeY/Z0UcncpXB30/s1600-h/YOURSTRULY.jpg
GO READ HER BLOG TOO :)

zhiting- http://solitary-glam.blogspot.com
LOVE HER MANY

pictures make me love you more-

2009-07-27T00:18:00.000+08:00

roarded mian.
:( i cant go to school tomrrow again. :(
consequences of that?
1. makeup oral?
2. boredom :(((((((

andYOU, im sorry i had to cut our sunday short. :(
i really just needed to help him lah.

i'll make it up to you yah.

what happen to blogger?
why cannot upload pics? :(((( hate it hate it hate it.

im gonna sleep now.
and you know what?
i dont know what will make me. ;(
cause im duper worried now.

especially for

2009-07-26T18:19:00.000+08:00

pictures make me love you more. you loser. :) who cant have what you wanna have :DDDDDDDD

HEY
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look
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this post is for you :D

so is this face.

-.-

2009-07-26T11:52:00.001+08:00

i've decided to post before i start my day :)
wanted to put pictures on, but. i cant see the thing that you press so that you can like upload pictures. so yeah. NO PICTURES AGAIN teehee. :)

things i gotta complete-
1. 144-153 social studies
2. social studies
3. geography
4. physics
5. chemistry
6. amaths rev
7. emaths rev

TADA. there goes my day :)
yepps. ;) i just went to look up the dictionary. for the meaning of my name.
didnt have my name in the dictionary. so i broke my name up into different segments,
saman-the-tan-yi-fen

saman is a west indian term for RAIN TREE
the is an adjective, denoting one or more people or things already mentioned or assumed to be common knowledge
tan is a yellowish brown colour
Yi, pronoun nonstandard spelling of YOU, used in representing Scottish speech,
Fen, a low and marshy or even frequently flooded area of land.

thus, i am, the Rain tree, that is yellowish-brown colour, standing infront of "YOU!", on a low and marshy , frequently flooded area of land. :)

but CHEN YI FEN, in chinese, means..
something thats apparently sweet smelling :) teehee (:

alright. gotta start my day right:)

pray.
bye (:

i just realized that im not samanthe. im samantha. so..
tha= no definition.
so.. im, a rain tree, that is yellowish-brown colour, standing infront of "YOU", on a low and marshy, frequently flooded area of land, that has no definition :D

2009-07-24T20:02:00.002+08:00

im craving for another two ,

double filet o fish, less tartar sauce
and shaker fries.

I WANT TO EAT GOOD FOOD TOO :(
i cant finish my meesua, but im still hungry :(((((((((((((((

why is there a piece of tuna sandwich on my table?
its already dried up:(((
no, breads always dry :(((
whats wrong with the food this days? i want good food:((((

why why why why why :(

oh my goodness, i feel like crying now,
okay no no, cannot control.

hahahahahahahaahha.
shit man.

2009-07-24T18:56:00.003+08:00

samantha's back
# the most boring post ever. please do not read(:

hi blog,
theres alot to catch up on, like, you know cause ive not been blogging for the past.. dunno how many days.

i wanna share everything!! (:

super drama la. but its real.
you know, i was like super duper excited for racial harmony?

and i was suppose to like wake up early to meet the rest of the girls.
yeah..
i woke up at 4.30am. i was burning lah, fever!
then i didnt wanna tell mummy at first, i went down, to get a cup of cold cold water to cool myself down,
my throat hurt alot still, and i was still burning,
then i rest for a while more, i prayed really hard cause i din wanna miss racial harmony, due to specific reasons la. :(
reason no. 1:
it was only gonna happen once a year.
reason no 2:
its not always when i get to wear sari
reason no 3:
thats my secret.

yeah. so mummy gave me panadol, i ate 2,
right after i swallowed it,
i went rushing to the toilet to puke.
it was terrible. YUCK TO THE MAX.

then i went back to sleep.
woke up at 630,
wasnt burning anymore,
so i decided to go to school,
had to rush, cause i was late for the early meet,
didnt bring my shoe, didnt tie my hair, and btw, i just bathed, so i was a little wet,
was wearing slippers, fbt and pe shirt. terrible attire la.
then.. i was holding two boxes, earrings and bangles, a comb and my phone.

i started perspiring. then like. you know, i felt very bad when i got into the toilet,
i din look good, din feel good, and i had to put on the sari too. let me tell you that was the most dreadful moment YET.

after all that commotion,
we went back to class,
chinese went on as per normal, it was kinda interesting, cause, we started off with racial harmony introduction lah :)
for spelling i got 7/10, impressive? *cos i cheated :(( * oh goodness. not so impressive after all.

-----side track, THE CARS DOWNSTAIRS IS KILLING ME, WHATS WITH THE NOISEEEE!!!!!! RARARARARARARARARARARAR!!!!!!

okay, then went for geog, i did study for the test, i studied real hard, but i wasnt feeling that good already,
mel they all ask me to tell teacher i dont wanna take the test today, so maybe there would be a possibility that mrs leong would postpone it.
but she didnt, i went down to the general office, yeah, and ms diyna was there to help me lah. she rocks lah. i love her. went to buy pink dolphin, cause i was really really really really terribly thirsty, i drank and it cooled me down for a moment, then i called mummy, she was gonna pick me from school,
i went to the sick bay to wait as ms diyna told me to do so, that was where i started to feel like i was burning inside and freezing on the outside.
when i got in the car, i requested that mummy turn off the aircon. rar. it was still cold you know? and when we got to the doctor.
i was freezing already, then, my turn to go in,
doctor said, "wah? another one?" cause yeah, his my family doctor, and, my erjie got fever before me.
yeah. temp then was 38.3. i din know, i thought it may be like, 25 degreeC or what cause it was damn cold, doctor wanted to jab me, to reduce the nauseating feeling. i wanted him to, but mummy didnt want him to. so yah, i just got the tablets.

------RARAHAHAHHAHA!!! CARS ONE AFTER ANOTHER, THE "BWIUNBWIUNBWIUN SIRENS" DONT SOUND GOOD OKAY?!!!!!!!! PISSMEOFFFFFFFFFFFFF"

yeah, went home, and i puked the pink dolphin out.
temperature gradually increased
from 38.3~38.8~39.9~39.5
then, when my temp hit 40.6,
mummy decided to take me to mount elizabeth hospital, but i didnt want to, i told her i could just pray
then she said, cannot must check,
i said i dun wan,
i feeling better now! really just pray!
then she say nevermind, then lets just go see doctor tay again,
i said okay
then noel came to pick us,
wanted to go to mount e still, but mummy change her mind, she say go doctor tay, then later noel said that if temp reaches 40, then should be going to hospital to check already,
so we went to changi hospital in the end.
the previous time i was there, i had the fever free sticker, now, i got the red one. -.-

they brought me to the flu patients place, had me go in alone, mummy was so worried.
then i said dun worry la.
i had to wait for quite some time, yeah, and my doctor then attended to me.
*btw, the flu area was temporary only, it was actually a road or a carpark. with aircon this time round and lots of electronics
you know how hospitals can turn a small place into a high tech place. /
yah okay, continuing, this was the report.

history/
SEC3 STUDENT. NO RECENT TRAVEL- NO CONTACT WITH H1N1 PATIENTS.
RUNNING NOSE AND SNEEZING FOR 2 WEEKS. ALSO HAS COUGH 3 DAYS, DID NOT SEE COLOR OF PHLEGM, NO HEMOPTYSIS.
TODAY DEVELOPED FEVER AND SORE THROAT.
SB GP TODAY IN THE MORNING. GIVEN UNISEDYL SYRIP. PARACETAMOL, AMOXICILLIN, FENFEDRIN, DIMENHYDRINATE .
CAME TO ED BECAUSE STILL HAVING FEVER
FOR THE LAST 1 YEAR, OCCASIONAL (UNABLE TO DEFINE FREQUENCY) LEFT SIDED SHARP CHEST PAIN INSPIRATION, DOES NOT KNOW OF ANY PRECIPITATING FACTORS. NO PAST MEDICAL HISTORY EXCEPT MIGRAINE.

-----how to understand?????

physical examination/
temperature= 38.3
pulse rate= 130.
-----just realize type this for nothing.

okay basically my trip there was expensive and...
they "investigated"
my heartbeat lah. cause it was irregular,
i nearly cried. cause i thought i got heart disease.
so yah.
the nurse helped me do
"ECG"
results
also, cannot understand
-ECG- RSR PATTERN IN V1M, SINUS TACHYCARDIA. NON SPECIFIC T INVERSIONS IN III, AVF.

what i got from the hospital?
MEDICAL CERTIFICATE. ( ALRIGHT, now i got 2 )
and ORAL REHYDRATION SALT 1 SACHET TDS X 2 DAYS

yay? there goes 75dollars.

then after all that hospital thing
i went home, rest, sleep and,
the only thing i ate was bread, porridge, bread, porridge,
this was when i started to crave for this two things,
mash potato, and hotcakes.

mummy stayed up to cool me down, make bread even though i had no appetite,
stayed awake when i was asleep,
she just did alot for me, and im thankful for that,
she didnt complain one bit.

the next 2 days was like the same.
i was still feverish, and i did the same thing,
sleep, eat, drink, go toilet,.... ya and it repeats for 48hours.
i was dead bored.

huayeow and gwen are sick as well, we talked on msn. complaining to each other how bored we all were.
yeah.

------ just found out that the whole main 6 is sick too. stella, daiyi, zhiting, tang.

oh my goodness.

lets just pray.
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you know wwhat? i totally cant remember anything from there.

only little points.
1. while mummy was waiting for me outside the place,
she saw somebody faint and shivering terribly outside, after he got out of the "place"
i saw him when i was paying for the 75 dollars dehydration salts-.-

2. bedtime stories are not for all kids? :( i didn't notice.
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i remember what i wanted to talk about already!
my dreams!~

but, i cant mention every thing!!!! (: so im going to sum it up.

i love my dreams and some happened in reality, but its better in my dream.
~ red slides,
~ www
~ physics test
~ future.
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3. i lost it. totally lost it.
4. okay, now i remember.
-stupidly, is a word
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i took almost an hour to complete blogging and i feel so accomplished.
this is the plainest post ever
cause i dun ahve the functions :(

love you loads,
samantha

2009-07-20T21:34:00.002+08:00

monday

hi monday, ♥

WOW. im tired.

im getting sick too! (:

1. im sneezing, coughing,

2.dogs are sneezing.

im studying :P haha. impressive?

geography test tomorrow :( natural vegetable.

haha :) tomrrow.

sari day (:

SUPER EXCITED!♥

just realize.

one week, one time, that time, 30 minutes

there are 48 weeks in a year.

48 x 30minutes, 24hours.

so. in this year, we only have 24 hours.

i finished the other six chocs.

and im coughing even harder !(: hahahaha!

im haven been uploading pictures.

nevermind. i'll do it another time.

roar. :))))

thank you mel, tang, hueijun, jodi, lihui.

for the surprise,

thank you ruishi, joleen, and clare for coming :)

words cant describe how i appreciate you all too :)

thank you! :)

thank you people who wrote in the lovely card.

thank you juniors who wished me a happy bday.

sorry! :) im too lazy to tag back this few days :)

will do so another time! (:

love you all :)

♥ im going to sleep now.

may the Good lord bless me.

people! (: im inviting YOU to my churchs', city harvest church's 20th year anniversary, at singapore indoor stadium. :) please come! (: ♥ its going to be super enjoyable

2009-07-19T19:08:00.003+08:00

i dont want you to go

baby, i love you

now, i have to let you go

i hate this feeling.

2009-07-18T06:03:00.003+08:00

thank you loves(:

it was a blast. im glad i actually lived till today. im overjoyed, supernaturally happy. (:

i love the gifts, i love your sincerity and i love all of you :)

malcolm, tiffany, ben, zhiting, josh.

you people make me feel like im at the top of the mountain :)

ever questioned yourself about whether you had real true friends?

well, i got my answer.

I DO

everything is falling into place. :) i like it.

God, thanks for everything. (: i love you.

its july18. my birthday. and im proud of it.

a greatest gift, i ever received, was the gift of life.

come on life! bring on the next chapter. :)

i love you tiffany,

i love you zhiting,

i love you malcolm

i love you joshua

i love you ben

i love you dajie

i love you erjie

i love you daddy

i love you mummy

i love you meimei

1st person to tag "happy b-day"

1st person to call and wish "happy b-day"

HO ZHITING(:

1st person i saw on my 15th year of life

TIFFANY TAN(:

9 ROSES

2009-07-17T22:26:00.002+08:00

15 of march to 30th of march is 17 days. march and april got 30 days. 17+30. may got 31 days, so add 31. june got 30 days so add 30 july add 17. how many days?

shit man. i lost ;(

happy birthday hannah goh(: me , love, you.

im satisfied, :) JUST AT NIGHT

I HATE SPA. I HATE IT TO THE MAXIMUM :(

it totally spoiled the eve of my birthday. :(

it was dreadful. disgusting and a pain. :(

wanna confirm that what im saying is true?

ask huayeow, tang, joshua.

it totally......

okay. it actually made me wanna say. "---k la" but i had self-control.

im just tired of all of it. hate it.

i would definitely rather cut open chicken hearts. :(

THIS POSTS COLOUR COMBINATION AINT NICE :)

thank you dajie, mei, erjie, daddy, mummy for the present:)

sam LOVES it :)

2009-07-17T00:03:00.002+08:00

flat on the floor.

im supposed to be sleeping now.

but i cant.

alumni training was fun.

lost touch.

but still, fun.

eating was amazing. :)

okay. im tired now. :)

bye.

goodness, how dry can my posts be?

2009-07-16T16:44:00.002+08:00

cause you know i'd walk a thousand miles

hello(:

nothing is interesting today. so.

bye(:

2009-07-15T21:49:00.002+08:00

Joy

I feel so hungry today.

yesterday~today sleep was the best in awhile. the weather, and the dreams, and the feelings.

i miss everything.

feelings. feelings. can overrun your mind.

i want to experience good sleep again. and not alone.

IM jOYFUL. today. been thinking bout racial harmony day.

tomrrows another pt. so.. yeah. i guess i wouldn be shopping again.

i shall shop on friday. after tuition. cause. i dun wanna wear 14year old clothes on my 15year old birthday.

im getting anxious.

baby, i lied when i said that my family didnt buy me gifts, their buying me gifts now. :) and sam likes it.

its been a long time since i enjoyed myself at the beach and counting stars. wanna join me?

2009-07-14T19:00:00.004+08:00

forget.

hello. i cant feel my legs now.

how?! its like, in 4 days time,

plans are done (:!

pt reflections:

worn out.

mood is swinging. ha! I DUN KNOW WHY EITHER OKAY.

i just keep thinking about future. ha. and this is not going well.

was talking to gwenny today,

i will get married when I AM 25. haha. if i dont. this is gonna be so paiseh lah.

bang bang i shoot you down.

you get confused in reading my posts, now im gonna make you more confused :)

hi there, my name is mary and i have three sheeps. john is my husband and im going to kill him when i get older. this is actually a metaphor of what is going to happen in future, i can see that it will be productive. :)

if you ask me what this means, YOU ARE DUMB :D hahahahaha. you know who you are. its you. hahaha. YOU YOU YOU. <<<<, that can be your new name. YOU!

2009-07-13T17:31:00.004+08:00

songs(:

But with you
I can let my hair down
I can say anything crazy
I know you'll catch me right before I hit the ground
With nothing but a T-shirt on
I never felt so beautiful
Baby, as I do now
Now that I'm with you

i found my disc already.

the disc that has all my fav songs.

when i was only primary five(:

1.this is how we overcome

2.you r my no.1

3.yeah!usher

4.with you -jessica simpson

5.addicted

6.like toy soldiers

7.i am just a kid

8.hey ya!

9. dirt off your shoulders

10.take it to the floor

11.my happy ending

12.mocking bird

13.just lose it

14.i dream

15.breakaway

16,tarzan-strangers like me

17.1000miles

18.never be replaced

this sort of like shows my personality last time. :D super happy i found it :)

GGAH. i should be studying now.

2009-07-13T14:34:00.002+08:00

a right choice?

i feel like im a very very bad girl.

whats coming my way, will be my experience to overcome.

todays gonna be a very busy day.

im gonna go through it happily.

and im gonna end it happily.

i want time to RESTART :)

if i had to wish for something to happen.

it'll be me, overcoming things ahead (:

2009-07-12T23:22:00.002+08:00

accusations

you can go through a whole day of fun, and at the end of the day, you can only just remember one thing. but when i look back. i realized, i aint the one at fault. even if its just you, there are still things that you should understand.

im a little too tired about fretting over small things like these.

CHEN YIFEN forgives. :) hahahahahahahahahah!

i also realized that my family is always here for me, i will never forget this advanced birthday dinner.

im proud to say, i belong in this family.

i thank God for everything that is coming my way,

i thank God even though i may be sad,

i thank God for the simplest of things

i thank God for life

i thank God for giving me this revelation.

i thank God for the weather

i thank God for this experience

i thank God for every single thing that i've GONE THROUGH

i thank God for family

i thank God for my loved ones

i thank God for you

2009-07-11T21:57:00.002+08:00

im gonna cook you alive (:

things i should be doing now:

-study emaths and amaths.

-read the bible

-200 chinese words

-tys chem

-tys phy

things i shouldn be doing now, but wants to do now:

-download dota

-slack

-sleep

things i HAVE to do and dont wanna do:

-eat dinner

things i wanna do tomrrow:

-kill the live prawns

today is a very special day(:

its saturday

i wanna watch harry potter with buddies soon

cell group was awesome today.

i loved it

i loved the chicken wings too (: it was sweet and tender. yumyumyum.

hmmm. what else?

went to watch ice age again with dajie, noel, erjie, mei. super fun. first time, popcorn no more. :(

after the movie, went singtel for a short short while, then later, i wanted to buy vanilla caramel brownie icecream! but it has been replaced by lemon sorbet. -.- roarded right? i was devastated and heartbroken. i couldn sleep for 7 days and 7 nights! i ate nothing, drank nothing! vanilla caramel :( where you go? i miss you sooo!

samantha tan yifen is not gonna give up :)

COME ON! first A for amaths and emaths okay?

dun care china! (:

BOOM BOOM CHAKALAKALAKA BOOM!

2009-07-10T18:10:00.000+08:00

weddings?

i watched my ahyi's wedding and my mummy's wedding on tape today.

cause our tape machine thing is fixed. (: we have videos from the 1990s. and stuff.

i feel very.. you know.

i got the urge to grow up and get married to the one i love LIKE NOW.

take wedding pictures,

drink wedding wine (:

eat wedding cake (:

greeting people (:

walking down the aisle(:

ROARDED LAH(:

todays school was interesting.

mrs kuek... haiya.... tsktsktsk.

I LOVE I LOVE I LOVE

im not disgusting babe (:

im just like you.

dog means

a domesticated carnivorous mammal that typically has a long snout, an acute sense of smell, and a barking, howling, or a whining voice. it is widely kept as a pet or for work or for field sport

-a person regarded as unpleasant, contempitble, or wicked

-(in extended and metaphorical use) referring to behavior considered to be savage,dangerous, or wildly energetic.

-use to refer to a person with specific kind in a tone of playful reproof, commiseration or congratulation

-used in various phrases to refer to someone who is abject or miserable, especially because they are treated harshly

- a woman who is regarded unattractive

- a thing of poor quality: a failure

-dogged

follow someone of their movements closely and persistently

-cause continual trouble for:

-(dog it)act lazily; fail to try ones hardest

-grip something with a mechanical device

A DOGS LIFE

an unhappy existence, full of problems or unfair treatment.

i dont believe your one (:

im gonna go watch the forgotten toys now. (:

bb(:

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2009-07-09T21:11:00.048+08:00

this is what you see.

wanna know what i just realised? I can make blockquotes.(:

like this(:

How cool? :D hahah (: okay lets talk about today.

chinese spelling was.... ROARDED LAH

cause, i learnt the words, but forget to learn the hanyupinying -.- you tell me? roarded anot?!

pt was awesome. (:

im serious! i loved it!! tomorrow after tuition, im gonna go running :)

then go home do physical :D

lucky im in love with my best friend- ohwoohohohohohoho~

you and your rabbit game = STUPIDITY TO THE MAXIMUM :D

but i enjoyed it okay..

i realized that im gonna be a year older soon. thus ive made, the "before i turn 15 resolutions"

1. clean my room - already done (: [by mummy and titas. which took up to approx 5++ HOURS :(]

2. get a new pencil case,

3. all homework done before my birthday

4. enjoy myself with lovies.

5. kiss everybody in my family :D even dad (:

6. have fun (:

7. LOVE people.

8. grant everybody, every thing they want, and that doesnt include

-giving money,

-losing my virgin.

-kissing somebody

-committing suicide

-killing somebody

-hurting somebody

9. (the purple thing below)

10. buy ruler (:

fyi everybody, sis doesnt know i posted this about her friend money thing (: i was kpo enough to find out. IM SUCH A GREAT AWESOME SISTA!!! :)

- HEY YOU! PLEASE HER MONEY, IS MY MONEY, SO GIVE ME HER MONEY BACK TO ME. ROARDED YOU POHKU.

-WHERES HER CHANGE FOR MENTOS?!

-WHERES HER MONEY FOR YOUR STATIONERY?

-WHERES MY MONEY!?

- ROARDED. COME ON. :) IF YOU RETURN THE MONEY LE, THEN I WILL STOP POSTING THIS (:

return the money ah.

you poks

EILEEN ROCKS (: LOVE PT.

2009-07-08T20:20:00.002+08:00

Theres a place in your heart and I know that it is love.

just pierced my ear again (:
and yeah its been a long time since i blogged. :P

i miss my childhood lover :( michael jackson.
school was alright today. :)
im glad xue lao shi gave me extension for my ha. and you know!

im so happy! maths test is postponed!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

hahahahahahahhahahahahahahhaahahha
see?! i dunno what to blog about le. :)

what ive learnt so far:
-i have an oily tzone :(
-if only mj was still alive.i wouldn like any OTHER GUY.:)

2009-07-04T23:43:00.004+08:00

I hate this part right here.

todays the funniest day."0.0"

just feel really weird.

hahaha. :)

tomorrow is gonna be fun fun fun :)

meeting jessica at mac tomorrow 8.45am cant wait man :)

hmmm.

imma reminiscing about our favourite rendezvous. cant stop thinking bout it, and im never gonna forget.

brown laces, brown shoe, brown brown brown :)

restuarant citys rate became like badaboom because of you. thank you :)

this is a battle.

2009-07-04T00:52:00.003+08:00

trust.

to think that you'll be around when i need you. aint too much of a possibility now. thinking too much. i cant hear a sound when your not around, please help me.

i guess today was a great day.

i wanna sleep and not wake up early tomorrow.

whats on my mind?

tomorrow. HA!

hope i'll enjoy my next sunday.

i wished you were there waiting for me to get home

tucking me in to sleep

whisper in my ear,

saying,you love me.

2009-07-03T16:45:00.001+08:00

okay, yesterday i said i was quarantined.but yah lah, joking only.

today, i got flu -.-

it aint that bad actually (:

hahah (:

fun (:

really.

din go to school tday.

later,

gonna go watch movie with my special people (:

and thennn. i think id go home to sleep.

OH BUT FIRST,

im gonna go invite people to church event(:!!! YAY!(:

2009-07-02T21:23:00.002+08:00

sam is quarantined. hahaha, just joking.

this is huge!!

i wanna go. and sleep.

but first! let me tell you about my day (:

hahaha (: and that, does not include today's night. (:

i went to school, ate alot, study.. and yah basically thats it.(:

i have just wasted, 2 minutes of your precious time.

GOODNESS!

my secret abt the IC thing, is..

can see my hair dye lah?! haha. not secret lah! (:

:D-----------------------------

cause, if i use it, i think that that smile, is not big enough than the real thing.

yeah ! whooooooohhh..

how smart man (:

i going to sleep now (: yeah.

NOW

WHERE ARE YOU BABY?!

im going to sleep!!!! (((((:

2009-07-01T21:32:00.002+08:00

this days. goodness lah. so tiring.

and and. is like. how to say. nothing brings my mood up (:

do you think im suffering from depression? :D

hargh.

you know that irritating chinese thing

goodness lah

i hate it

200 words actually or maybe even more

ive decided,

im not gonna do it

im just gonna try to pass chinese.

roarded lah.

continuing

i love class today,

was actually quite conducive (:

hahah (:

BTW,

yesterday was WENGLUNS BIRTHDAY!

goodnot>? he got this obama wallet (: hahahaha

okay okay.

thats about it

i completely forgot about what i wanted to blog about.

see yah (:

OKAY!

FAV ICECREAM: caramel vanilla brownie. (: haagen diaz

2009-06-29T21:46:00.001+08:00

oh gosh, ignorance. it aint nice at all (:

do what you wanna do, dun regret okay? cause you know, i think you would when it comes back and bite you :DDDDDDDDDD

2009-06-29T17:55:00.002+08:00

you selfish proud girl.

today was like super.. roarded lah.

did ss chiong like mad, then.. ha, not chapter one notes. -.- roarzidedbingbongbangs..

1st day of school,

chinese lesson was dead boring and demoralizing.

my first china test= confirm 0 :((((

then.. chem was alright..

cause i did chem too (:

then.. we didnt attend physics make up due to tuition. :)

which was.. fruitful i can say (:

yeahhh. then. maths.. argh.

MaAm ha is only due next week. so yeah. :) im kinda glad ive done it,

the next few days would be totally focused on revision. :D

im tired. and i really have no mood.

thanks for the rain heavenly PAPA :)

i lvoe the weather. :)

2009-06-27T18:13:00.001+08:00

oh my gosh. im tired again. i did nothing today.

not the remaining ha, not nothing.

but i do feel like exercising, okay no i dont. gah.

JAM again. :(

mamamamammamamamammamamamamamammama.

its the climb~~~~~~~ ( i really shouldn have.)

2009-06-26T22:00:00.003+08:00

ive made many broken promises, im not gonna do so again.

sorry, i just cant do this to myself anymore. so yeah.

see ya. (:

how? i dunnnoooooooo what to dooo.....

should i kill? or should i just leave it aside?

2009-06-26T00:22:00.003+08:00

todays bible study was long (: interesting(:

help. holiday assignment. 0.0 shittay.

*goodness lah. i miss going out, even though i just did.

and schools starting soon.

FIRST LESSON- physics. wt. :(

roarded lah. really super roarded.

come on!

singapore government, please extend the holidays lah. its not fair. not fair!

roarrrrrrr...

i really need to go to sleep now.

i like weddings, their pretty arent they?

whats that feeling im feeling now? okay really gotta sleep, im going CRAZY.

my minds jammed, my hearts sour, my knees hurt, my eyes dried up, whats up with this man. its all down. :(

2009-06-25T14:12:00.004+08:00

why why why why why?!

i slept until like now. shit lahhh. and like, i never go remedial? ROAR!!!!

im hungry now, im gonna eat.

hey babe, sorry you cried, please dun cry cause of me anymore.

you never hugged me too tight! (: i liked it.

i trust you. but i dont want you to waste your time.

My 1st Lady - Never Be Replaced lyrics

2009-06-24T20:26:00.001+08:00

My 1st Lady - Never Be Replaced lyrics

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2009-06-24T18:46:00.002+08:00

Baby I love you and i'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced
Baby I love you and I'll never let you go
But if I have to boy I think that you should know
All the love we make can never be erased
And i promise you that you will never be replaced

I love you,
Yes i do.
Ill be with you aslong as you want me to,
Until the end of time.
From the day i met you i knew we'd be together.
And now i know i want to be with you forever, i want to marry you and i want to have
your kids.
Thinking can never compare to the feeling of your kisses.

I can say im truely happy till this day.
You make me thank god that i live my life every day.
Theres never been a doubt in my mind that id regret ever having you by my side.
But if the day comes that i have to let you go
I think theres something i should probably let you know,
Enjoyed everday that i spent with you and i will miss you cause im happy that i had
you at all.

1stlady(: never be replaced.

songs, story of my life. waha?

coincidental?

im suppose to be out with reb and gene, yeah. went to ehub, tickets for transformers-soldout. -.- so, we actually decided to go to gv tamp. but, i suddenly got really tired, and still am now, so after this post, im gonna sleep. shit man. im gonna miss yah.

your ugly, i hate you.

2009-06-22T19:21:00.004+08:00

what i don't need anymore:

notebook,

pen,

pencil,

maroon colored pen.

if i had a million dollars:

-vaio laptop

-a car

-a trip to hawaii

-a trip to thailand

-a trip to sydney

-a trip to korea

-a trip to japan

-a trip to any country where i can ride a rollercoaster.

-another phone

-renovate my room

-better aircon

-how i met your mother.

-a swimming pool

-alot of stationery

HELP ME

i know i still havent upload pictures yet. i dont care.:) wait for the mood lah. :d.

TEEHEE!fatality.

i suddenly think that my name is too long.

samantha. think about it.

2009-06-20T17:25:00.001+08:00

bangbangbangbangbang.
today.

hehe. nothing on.
ate sushi with meimei, :D
loved it :D

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going to meet stella later to go to huayeows house to watch drag me to hell. and yeah. this post, english aint that good ;) but who cares man. :) hmmm.
they watch i play dota! :D i miss those brocollis. :D

2009-06-18T21:48:00.004+08:00

pictures another time.

im going to sleep.

did alot today.

i suddenly dont have the mood to blog le.

photos another day.

i love you(:

in the morning, went to meet gwen and huayeow for service learning.

we went there, and started showering dogs,

after that, gwen suggested to bring the dogs for a swim, coincidentally, bambi and broth needed to go swimming. so, we brought them swimming, because i thought that we were not gonna go for service learning already, cause of the lack of ppl, i thought we may be going to WWW. so i bought swimming essentials :D

i love you

so, later, i pushed gwen down the pool, how unmighty for a "hilary challenge 3rd placing person". haahha! :) then i went down to join her too. :)

after mutts and mittens, we went to huayeows house, i got locked out of the room for a while, and they raped my phone. i was scared, alone outside, cause, huayeow's mummy's room door shut by itself. and i was still alone outside. when i was allowed to go in, i freaked out, cause they raped my phone.

i love you

after awhile i got over it, and registered a.. ganera account. :) tried out dota again. got really freaked out AGAIN by those moving brocollis' which apparently are my "helpers". i really loved my character, :) cause it looked darn cute.

i love you

later me and gwen went to bedok 85. to eat. yeah. cause i couldn eat hard food, yeah, i ate porridge the whole day and yeah 4 sticks of chicken satay. saw geraldine while we were eating porridge. left bedok 85, went to the toilet, and then to 7-eleven. there was were our.. erhmm happened,

i miss you

we bought ONE capsule of mr men and little miss keychains.

what we got was..

mr. nosey ( which looked like a ____ ) , and miss shy.

both damn ugly lah.

so we bought another capsule,

mr. nosey AGAIN and, miss happy.

both also ugly.

so we bought another capsule,

SURPRISINGLY?!

mr. nosey CAME AGAIN! and we got, ms shy again.

i miss you

the rest i forgot lah. but i know

we bought a total of 7 capsules,

thus the total amount of keychains we got was 14.

so, we got 7 each.

i miss you

for the total 14 mr men, little miss,

we got,

three pairs of triplets,

one pair of twins,

one couple,

and one prematured baby, of the family MR. SMALL.

-.-

i miss you

okay. it was hilarious, then, i bought magnolia milk. okay. have to say first, its the only drink that makes me so hyped up.

i love it.

and now, i agree with PMK, that milk, makes you drunk.

cant stop thinking bout yah.

then. on our way home after video-ing the 14 babes and dudes, we went home, wanted to take bus, but on the way, i needed to shit real bad and it hurt alot. couldn tahan any further, so went into bethesda ( my kindergarten ) to shit, and while i was shitting, all the old memories came. almost cry but. yeah. no worries. btw, old memories, as in kindergarten times.

hey you, you think i actually had a very happy day? :D i did so many crazy things just to forget "you know" . and it didnt help one bit. i know you feel bad, i feel twice as bad.

this is one reason, why i will always go to bed early now, cause i cant stand it, to be awake and thinking so much, so, i chose to sleep and not remember.

oh and,

my scariest moment for the day: jumping over the drain to get to huayeows house and, gwens two dollar note nearly flew off the table, and and, the fact that i couldn tahan the shit. :D

most tiring moment for the day: having nothing to do in huayeows house,

most worried moment: toilet thing, and, also you.

most exciting moment: pushing gwen into the pool

most mad moment: getting into the pool myself, and, also, going into bethesda shit.

most irritated moment: getting locked out. :D

and you know what. this moments cant replace THOSE moments.

now i know i cant love you.

my mother went to punggol with her friends today to pick durians and she brought home a cotton thing that dropped on the ground from a tall tall tree. :)

theres nothing left to do but serve God at the moment,

you know how i feel

i wanna go to punggol soon :D

so i can do the same with my friends. :D

2009-06-17T19:05:00.002+08:00

thank God for this experience,

thank God for my friends

thank God for sisters

thank God for strength

thank God for Love.

thank you for the most amazing experience. i left you without anything to forget.

you dont know how much i'd be missing this days we shared together,

truthfully, i keep wanting you to wait. but, in my heart i dont either.

yepps its contradiction. but in reality. why wait for time to pass when you can use this time to find somebody else you may love more?

its time to relax!!!!!!!

hello. goodbye.

2009-06-17T09:39:00.002+08:00

I MISS YOU TAFFY:(

hello blog (:

im bored. and i need a friend to talk to.

i know im sleepy but i cant sleep. and i dun know why.

i miss writing. i miss being able to understand questions on the maths holiday assignment.

i realized that my biggest mistake now, is...

i wanna thank God for wonderful sisters. so.

yeah. its time i know whats right, and whats wrong for me.

would we ever be just friends?

would i go to hell if i died today?

training yesterday was super.. weird lah.

he pmsed like freaking alot. sianzz..

yah loh. blame it on us bah.

alright, im seriously tired now. gonna sleep le.

i'll be waiting.

2009-06-15T19:33:00.002+08:00

thank God for Food.

went for remedial this morning.

it was fun. (: well, abit dry. ( as in my eyes. and a little bit of stuff lah ) learnt ALOT.

THEN mr.bakar treat us all to roti prata. SHIOK MAN. super shiok. was like damn full after that,

went to tm bought stuff,

saw xuan, chipped her nail off :( sorry!!!!

then. me, gwen and some monster went to ehub.

so yah. monsters are imaginary. **

yeah. to collect ezlink card, then. you know, i had a reality check. ON FINANCE

gahzibongs. :( IM DAMN SPOILT LAH.

i know and i know and i know, that i would make my husband hate me, cause i'd spend all his money. and my children ( NOT SABRINA the B**CH ) [: will starve to death. GAH!

okay.. then after that, went home,

as in to sushi. meet stella, huei, jodi. :)

yum yum, at first, i was told to sit at another table, cause i didnt want the buffet, in the end, even though i was full, i ate buffet, after the buffet, i became 5 months pregnant.

yepps. :)

went home, mahjong, slack,

me and stella were the "win win people"

first round- sam

second round- stella

third round- sam

fourth round- stella

fifth round- sam

last round- sam

SHIOK MAN :D

oaky.. thats it. im damn happy today. :)

GOT A NEW BLANKEY (:

weeeheeee!~ no more sleepless nights.

i dont wanna do this anymore, i dun wanna be the reason why.

i dun wanna take away his life

^this time, its not just a song.

2009-06-13T19:15:00.005+08:00

training was super duper fun today. all except running. crap lah. was like the ultra last runner. my right leg strain like mad

I REALLY WANNA THANK MEL.

cause even though she completed her rounds already, she continued running with me. and thats why i LOVE her man :)

heheheeheh (:

played game against sharons team.

ultra fun :)

love the new bgirls lah.

GET WELL SOON DAIYI.(:

i love dev patel. :)

slumdog millionaire de.

his really quite handsome. :) cute lah. :) hahaha

hmmm. continue continue

yepps din go church today, gotta finish everythang. :) yah..

SUSHI WAS AWESOME :)

love my cousins. :)

i must make it a point to post one picture in every post so. yeah.*

I KNOW MY HAIR IS BOMBASTIC HERE. but who cares?!

btw, his galvin. :) my lovely boycousin (:

2009-06-13T00:23:00.001+08:00

I KNOW HOW TO SPELL ALREADY!

its "pageant!"gosh, im so smart.

2009-06-13T00:01:00.003+08:00

i had tuition today, 1.30pm (:

covered, cosine rule and bearings. so yah. basically next few tuitions will be on completing ha.

YAYR!

okay. today after tuition, came home, slack and yeah. (: gene and galv. came (: whoopee. its been a long time man. long time. thus, :(

i skipped SOS. ROAR :(

hmm. we went to watch the.. shit man. forgot the movie name again; something lost world lah.

its super nice. :)

we arrived at ehub at like.. 7.20. and the movie started. 7.15. so we had to wait for the 9.20 movie.

we slacked. again.. firstly, went to coffee bean lah, then ate that aweesome salad.:)

then. bought fries for galv, yeah. then on our way. there was this rehearsal thing for "SUNSHINE "pear-gen", paegent, pear something. i forgot how to spell." it was ultra cute lah :) love it. i want that cute girl. :) to be my daughter. :)

hmmm. WOW. for a moment, i thought i lost the phiten. but nah! its around my neck.

i can do it nextt term. i'll study like dajie, and i'll work like erjie, and i'll relax like meimei. :) and the forces collide to create a supernatural power with the addition of God's strength to allow samantha tan yifen to work even harder and achieve what she wants to achieve and prove to the universe that she can do it! roar. crap. i watch too many movies. its getting all dramatic. and you know when i was typing that, there were sound effects :) i love this!

come on. please dream tonight.

i hate those sleepless nights. i miss those nights where i slept comfortably without having to worry about whats gonna happen the next day.

im confused.

i pray that i'd understand.

back up, baby, back up. did you forget everythinng?

2009-06-12T02:24:00.002+08:00

alot of things have happened. yeah. and i cant possibly type down every single thing lah. :) so..

im just gonna talk about today,

i had alot of fun (: yeah.

stupid sun, it wasnt even there.

roar! :) hahaha.

okay..

i love MR CHICKEN RICE. (: and the soup

roarded! you wasted it! tsk tsk tsk..

hahahahah! jkjkjkjkjk.

its about time le.

haha.

drag me to hell is like.. roarzided lah. -.-

hahaha. But i LIKE! :D

(bet you thought id do something at that blank space uh.. stupid.)

hahaha!

im tired. im tired. im tired.

2009-06-06T15:16:00.001+08:00

SING SING SING, AND MAKE MUSIC WITH THE HEAVENS WE WILL SING SING SING, GRATEFUL THAT YOU HEAR US WHEN WE SHOUT YOUR PRAISE LIFT HIGH THE NAME OF JESUS!

whats not to love about you?!

2009-06-06T14:14:00.002+08:00

theres always gonna be another mountain

even though i dun really like miley cyrus, I LOVE her songs. :D okay. i like her. a little bit lah :D

preparing for the day, yepps. get ready set. GO :D

i cant wait for that sunset babe.

running waters are always clean, stagnant water, are otherwise. dirty, and yepps. mosquitoes are laying eggs in them.i need to turn on my tap and keep running now, cause, if i stay stagnant, im gonna be dirty.

IF YOUR READING THIS, PLEASE GO TO,

http://gwenlynjilltan.blogspot.com

and wish her a super happy birthday :) alright?! MUST AH. yepps, maybe you may not know her, but she's worth the many wishes, SO DO IT. :) please!!! :)

10 more months,_______________

1 month and 12 more days,_________________

if you know me, you know whats the blanks babe :)

training was fun today. but it was super tiring.

my knee hurts. so i didnt run.

roarded. i know maybe i may seem like im slacking but you know, it really hurts lah.

<3>

okayy. continuing, today parterner tiffany tan shan shan

physical no slack(: like the feeling of accomplishment. hahaha.

got really jealous when i saw the guys like so bonded..

CELEBRITY WEEKEND. THIS WEEKEND(:

visit City Harvest OKAY! :D

my knees like taking turn to pain pain :(

prev training was the left knee, today, right knee,

now left knee.

GAHZIBONGS.

today, i didnt say alot of roarded :( dunno why gradually decreasing in roardeds. :(

hehehehehehehe. thats all my dears.

i have not been studying.

roarded. <<<>

baby,

dont wait,

2009-06-05T10:38:00.002+08:00

:(:

i cant take it any longer.

they say that good things take time, but really great things happen in a blink of an eye.

all this time i was looking for love, trying to make things work, they werent good enough,

till i thought im through, Said im done, and then stumbled into the arms of the one.

thought the chances in meeting somebody like you was a million to one.

2009-06-05T10:06:00.002+08:00

happy belated birthday to claira,

happy early birthday to abel :D

happy 2 days time birthday to gwen! :)

so yeah! yesterday. was interesting :)

ROAR.

i had dreams, and it was all on the same thing.

abit frustrating cause it made me feel super....... regretful :D

yeah. hahaha. :)

why didnt i?

how do you how do you sleep?

thank you. lil love. :D

2009-06-02T10:32:00.002+08:00

yepps :) so.. yeah.

i feel very weird now.

im suppose to be in school. but im not.

cause i got flu.

and im awake at this hour,

and like,

i feel guilty, and giddy at the same time.

supposed to be training now.

gah. whats this feeling man.

i still like the I WONT EVEN START SONG :( by david choi.

super cry cry song lah :(

ive decided.

i wont even start babe. i wont even start. :)

i didnt seee you yesterday, thats why i feel so weird. :D

2009-06-01T03:06:00.003+08:00

alright, so hi?! :D its the end of camp! okay, actually, 3 days ago. cause.. today's june the 1st :) hallelujah~! its 3:05am at the moment, and im still not asleep. and and and, tomrrow= service learning at mutts and mittens. gah. walking the dogs in the morning would be tough, cause, i would still be dead at that time.

so yepps. haha. camp.

camp was awesome :)

what i gained from it:

teamwork, more bond, developed a hatred for mr ho ( who i am forgiving ), :D and and,

hmmm. (: attitude changes. :) yeah. :)

what i didnt like about camp:

nothing actually, i just really missed my bonsters :(

what i loved about camp:

organizers,

group3,

and more :)

its time to stop using roarded for awhile. its becoming a habit, yeah. dont like it. :(

help me peopla, roarded is taking over! :(

THIS IS CALLED MOOD SWING FACE:

:(: [its both a happy and a sad face.]

oh my. :) im so creative marn. :) JUST KIDDING :)

my fav youtube thingy is, now, "COMMUNITYCHANNEL" im serious, cant stop watching it. :)

heheehhehe :))

yeah. :)

today, after cell went slacking. <>

I MISS SAMY AND MY BADZT MARU BOXERS :((((((

2009-05-27T22:02:00.002+08:00

tomorrow is gonna be the starting of vb fun camp :) yeah. (:

haha. so its like gonna be.. :) hmm.. interesting (: HEH HEH HEH.

/sleeping buddy; rapist joleen (: WOO HOO!

roarded lah. i think my erase button spoilded. :( super sad lah. haha. i dunno whether spoil anot. just abit harder to press. but i just blow air into my keyboard. okay its working now. okay now its not. roarded lah.

oh yeah. today sports day..

roar. i prayed quite alot lah.

then. miraculously got 3rd for 200m.

i felt damn guilty.

then went shopping and eating with gwen, josh, hua, tang.

whoo. was starving. cause we couldn decide okay not we,

chairman gwen can :)

roar.

okay.

then. yeah. thats about it.

CAMP CAMP CAMP CAMP

hehehehehehehehee.

nothing to hug lah. roar. :(

2009-05-26T22:49:00.001+08:00

blog.
roar. boring old blog (:

i had the weirdest day today (:

yepps

thats it (:

2009-05-25T19:27:00.002+08:00

haha (: i havent blogged like about alot of things. (:

zhiting's birthday was like super duper duper duper fun lah :)

happy birthday babe. (: roarded.

really many things happened. dunno how to blog bout it,

in the morning woke up, play maple.

rushed **** to go to zhiting birthday (:

then.. after that, went zhiting house,

then dinner, (: ate crab (: love taffy

then go back aquarius. slack.

then go home (:

ZHITING LOVES HER PHITEN OH YEAH! (:

okayokayokayokay..

school today was like super fun also. danced all the way lah. (:

super love dancing but i know i cmi :(((

okayokayokayokayokayokayokay. continuing.

tomorrow====== BOSSA BALL AND WATER SOCCER ISIT?! damn excited :) whookapee (:

thanks for those amazing comments(: cause, its what you say that makes me wanna work harder. ROARDED (: love ya. thanks!

okayyokayokayokayokayyokayokay. (: im super happy now. (:

causeeeeeeee..... tomorrow can play again. OH . tomorrow got training GAH!!!!!! nvm. it'll be fun fun fun (:

realized that im abit stupid. but not very at the same time (:::::

and and, our coming vb camp aint training camp, its fun camp :))) WOOO! (:

LOVEY DOVEY LOVEY DOVEY KISS KISS KISS KISS (:

2009-05-24T00:46:00.002+08:00

i love pastor mike.

roar (:

welcome back heavenly papa (: i missed you so, i love you, more than i loved you before my almighty daddy (: if i could hug you, i'd hug you and never let go daddy (: MUACKS!

cause JESUS is my DAD. (: AND IM SO DEEPLY IN LOVE WITH HIM :DDD

2009-05-23T15:09:00.002+08:00

oh cause its not his price to pay, its not his price to pay,

HOLD ON, baby your losing it, the waters high, your jumping into it, and letting go, and no one knows, that you cry but you dont tell anyone, that you might not be the golden one and your tied together with a smile but you come in undone.

2009-05-22T19:24:00.002+08:00

today was weird.

flagged, and.. yeah watched "AFTER SCHOOL" movie. ah. it was damn sad :(

roarded. i got really .. you know.. :(

yepps. im weird. i dunno why. :) GOTTA CHANGE RIGHT? :)

shopped today. woo! it was.. satisfying (::

(: confidence is your thing babeh. but still, ROAR!

yepps. (: im just really thired now. i have no idea why im stoning in front of the com. roarded lah. come on! i should study right now right. :) chionging for eoy mah. must exaggerate :D hehe. (:

I PROMISE, I'LL BEAT MYSELF. im not gonna care bout what you think bout me. im just gonna do my best, im not gonna let what you say affect me. IM NOT GONNA GET DEMORALIZED EVER AGAIN (: well, i wish you all the best also lah. dun worry about me lah! haha. really. if you do. oh my gosh. worry bout yourself babe. (:

you are the one, the one, that lies close to me, whispers hello i miss you quite terribly. i fell in love in love with you suddenly,

2009-05-22T01:26:00.001+08:00

i love my friends lah. :D

STELLA! FISH SPA WAS AWESOMEly ticklish and .. yeah. awesome. :D

hehe. yepps. it was really fun. :) my leg abit! smoother :DD hehehe (:

ght was fun too :D and so was raving rabbits, and cooking mama :D

yeah. :)

so what if i get bad results. :)

EOY is my next chance. yepps.

i let myself down now, i wont let it happen again

it MUST MUST be the time to let go now.

study. study, study.

p.s failed 4.

2009-05-20T20:52:00.002+08:00

love is blind, and i believe you.

roar.

results are out. i received. a number of papers..

english. 52.5%

geog, roarded. i forgot. but paper.. 22/50.. yeah so its 44%

china. 47%

social studies 60%

history roarded. i also forgot. :( but i pass lah. i think.. 54 or.. something like that, C5 lah.

hmmm. still got any other paper?

....

forgot forgot forgot.

i love my bed. the bonsters... oh my gosh. the best

and the pillow. the best of the best. :D im so lucky :DDDDDDDDD

it feels like the bonsters like.. you know, are hugging me :D love it lah :D

:))))))))))))

drama was fun right? :D

GIGOLOOOOOO.

stronger.

2009-05-17T19:16:00.002+08:00

amanda's birthday was so fun (:

so was eks. :)

claira bakes so freaking well lah. loved it. :)

hahaha :)

ROAR YOU! IF YOUR READING THIS. IT DOESNT TASTE LIKE GINGER :D

yepps :) slacked alot. i loved yesterday :)

i just realised we walked bout.. 10km? haha i dunno lah.

im not in the mood to blog today :((

you, were the one who made me strong,

you made me stand up on my own,

with every cruel intention,

you help me find my independence

yeah its all because of you

that i have the strength to I do

to turn my pain into passion,

instead of crashin'

boy, im thanking you.

2009-05-15T21:13:00.002+08:00

its not pms.

its just me.

i finally know the reason why im mood swinging.

i wish i didnt have to face this world.

mid years are over. why dont i feel different.

--"cause i had the same amount of fun during mye study period."

i want you to bring me to the moon

lay back, relax, and watch the stars.

i want you to bring me to the beach

and do the same.

roarded right?

had a lot of fun today. WWW was fun with jamzsag only without the oldie. amanda :) hehehe ;( we missed her. today.. it was.. normal :) hahaha. but.. yeah. it was still very fun. im very very hungry. okay. i feel hungry. but im not.

its gonna be the longest time. ever. in life. but i will reap in the end.

i just feel like going to beach, after midnight, when its pitch dark.

LAY BACK AND WATCH the moon and the stars.

i dunno why im.......

its no surprise i wont be here tomorrow

爱

2009-05-15T01:46:00.002+08:00

1st event after mye

-jamzsag. lunch and ght.

2nd event after mye,

outing with oldies.

zegeba, samuel, tiffany and stella.

went to eat first, then. bought stuff.

bought 11pm movie. angels and demons

ntuc-ed

saw malcolm, iryan and a.. guy, at the bowling place,

tiff and stella went in to watch,

i bought bk for them. cause i was hungry too

zegeba and samuel ate subway.

all were at the bowling place.

went to cheers, which wasnt open. -.-

then. went for the movie. :)

WHAT I LOVE LOVE LOVE ABOUT TODAY

i saw a very very beautiful moon. and millions of stars.

the beautiful moon with everybody outside ehub, millions of stars when i looked out from my corridor.

ROAR.

2009-05-14T13:10:00.002+08:00

MID YEARS ARE OVER! :)

RELEASE THE BEAST MAN.

jamzsag was at my house :)

now its just.

jazsa. (:

i had a dream last night. :) it was awesome :)

but.. cant remember every single detail but. yeah. :) hahahahaha :) i can remember a littleee bit :)

roar :) different scenes.,

dunno how to say leh. :D

scene one.

# kenna suan alot by gwen .

we went to this house lah. there was this angmoh girl. she small size de. then.. her only big dress was.. the cinderella dress. gwen got normal casual cloths. oh btw, we were going bowling. then.. i got the cinderella one. i obviously didnt want it right. yah. then after that we went bowling. gwen continued suaning me! hahahah (:

ITS JUST A DREAM gwens very nice in reality.

# swimming with pals (:

secret only they can hear. ROAR :) hahaha.

#HELLO HILARY PROGRAMME

it was this computer thing lah

at our NEW SPORTS HALL :D lols.

then yeah. we were suppose to do something like photoshop on our own faces.

then.. i finished. and miss choo said it was awesome, nice :) then i turned to gwen, hey, gwen, you finish? then she said she haven even started. -.- hahah :) and asked me for helpu :D hahahaha.

yeahhh. naughty gwen

BUT! ITS JUST A DREAM in reality. she may also be lazy but! shes partially hardworking okay. :)

tangs birthday is coming up mannnn (:

so is. yeah (:

COME ON MAN (: ITS TIME FOR ME TO GET WILD :D

ROARDEDDDDDDDDD to whoever stops me from doing so.

2009-05-13T17:35:00.002+08:00

i really want to remember my dreams.
today, was the emaths paper 1 and the you know elect hist paper. (: MANAGE-ABLE. roarded. i dunno how to spell. :( hahah. okayy. tomorrow is the LAST PAPER. hallelujah (:
~
this morning, i woke up.
i thought we had to be in school like.. 8.45 you know. the usual wednesdays BUT! suppose to be 8.30 T.T
BY GOD'S GRACE, IM NOT CONSIDERED LATE again. roar. whats with me.
okay.. then.
before that before that,
i woke up at like.. 6.55. (:
then.. yeah. went to bathe,
then later when i came out. wosh. freezing cold room -.- ( when you want something to be cold, its hot. when you dont want it to be cold, its cold. -.-)
yeah. then. i changed. then later, i got really bad aches. really.
then studied history. and abit of maths. really abit
then.. in the end, didnt meet malcolm :( sorry!
yeah. then.. yeahh yah. thats it. :)

what did i eat?! :D
1. 2 packets chilli tapioca cracker
2. hello panda
3. caifan (:

what did i drink?
1. nutrifresh.
2. water
3. teh.

what did i do and accomplish?
1. left water behind for a stray cat to drink (:
2. walked home unafraid (:

I miss?
1. erjie :(
2. 2B

sudden thoughts:
1. i think i need to do something now, but im not too sure what it is.
2. mr shahril asked me, whether i wanted to go KL with 3B at the end of the year. i really wanna spend time with the old pals but. come to think of it. im so extra!
3. dogs. where are you? why din you bark when i came home. love me no more? :(
4. i dont get sick of the song, i dont even start :D

when we broke up, in september, i haven seen you, feels like a long time, sometimes it still hurts but i always get by? something like that.
(:
so if i ever see you on the street i'll pretend that i didnt see, and turn my face, no use for small talks anyways.
and if i look into your eyes, then i'll have to say goodbye.
:)
and.. i wont even start (:

JUST REMEMBERED! I HAVE TO STUDY!!!!
roarded. what am i doing this days man.
BUT I LOVE THAT SONGGGGGG <3>

its no fun, being the lightbulb :D
TANG TANG TANG TANG is getting OLD OLD OLD OLD(:

if i look into your eyes! then i'll have to say goodbye. :)

2009-05-12T23:44:00.002+08:00

:) night time.

went to aquarius yes,

dead now.

history and maths paper 1, on tomorrow. how?

FAILURE, ISNT FATAL NEITHER ISIT FINAL.

FINAL! haha. (:

i know, i maybe failing, but, you know, i'll come back up and bite ya. :)

I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT I LOVE IT.

....be it in a quiet pasture, or by a gentle stream, the shepherd of my soul is by my side.

....i wont start again.

IS NOW, my favorite song. (:

What happened
After last summer
When we broke up
In September

I haven't seen you
Feels like a long time
Sometimes it still hurts
But I always get by

I still got a piece of you under my skin
It's always there no matter where I've been

So if I ever see you on the street
I'll pretend that I didn't see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And thatll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start

I wish you luck
And I wish it true
That's the best
I can do for you

Cuz you'll probably find love
In someone new
I have to let go
Yeah it's hard to do

So if I run into you with your arm by his side
Just know it'll cut me like a knife

So if I ever see you on the street
I'll pretend that I didn't see
And turn my face
No use in small talk anyways

Because if I look into your eyes
Then I'll have to say goodbye
And thatll break my heart
So I wont even start
I wont even start

2009-05-12T13:59:00.003+08:00

we are too strong! (:

*no idea why i said that.

anyways, today was the physics paper. not as difficult as i thought it would be, but still most likely. MATI again :(

i decided already.

told mummy in the morning, "mah, i think hor, wo mid year fail, end year, hor, gei ni 3 ge A okay?!" haha (:

yepps. thats my plan now.

alright! i gotta study harder for EMATHS PAPER 1 and history! :) tmorrow, and then the next day, = MYE OVER! (:

yay.

okayyy.. (:

hmmm. my friday and saturday would be super fuper busy. really. :)

I like fuper now. (:

and i think i lost baby goby :((((( GOBY COME BACK!

alright. continuing,

just now. really.. wahhhh.(:

killed alot of time with gwenlyn. it was fun though.

sorry i --- at the end. roarded, (: I LOVE YOU GWEN! (:

okayy. COME ON! 3 more papers to go and we're done with it. (: GAHGHAHGAHGAHGA. (:

going to aquarius later? hmmm..

2009-05-11T11:14:00.003+08:00

ANNOUNCEMENT!! WOLLY THE WASPS DIED YESTERDAY.

a little, sad, a little too OVERJOYED :)

i really hate wasps. their scary. big and they sting. so. yeah. a bit sad, that it died so quickly, due the torture it had from us, yeah. im kinda glad. its not coming back :D

2009-05-10T22:25:00.002+08:00

happy MOTHERS day to all mothers! :D LOVELOVELOVE!

super fun today lah
went church.
then later go market,
then.. yah stuff. :)
bought stuff.
bang here bang there. roarded.
then got injured
then later, got onto the car LIKE FINALLY cause
we were carrying alot of stuff
then after that,
went home,
slacked like alot
then later,
went to cook..
super funn.:)
got pictures. i'd put on facebook soon.
then after that,
yeah.
drink again.
then got abit hyper,
then now,
tired.
then talking on msn now. :)
yeah thats about my day :)

I LOVE TAFFY :D muackss.

cause life isnt easy.
it wont go the way you want it to be.
but, a moment to be happy
is my moment, to cherish.

i dun wanna be the same old person
i wanna grow old, and i wanna grow up,
i dun wanna stay at this state.
im definitely gonna make a change.

be it study wise or.. some other things.
i believe that, God will be the only one who would guide me through.

why am i feeling like this?/.
all tense. all feeling like before.

undivided attention aint sumthing i need now.
i guess.
well. i have to keep guessing now, to actually find the answer in place of my question.
how terrible it may seem, i just dunwanna affect anybody else.

its the first, and the last,
there aint gonna be the next.

i wont see yah again.
i really, wont.

hahahahaha

2009-05-10T00:11:00.001+08:00

hello (:

today was fun :)

study?
webcam?
and yeah.

hahaha (:

thats my day cause i din go out
im dead now. :) bye.

AND JUNE 7 GWENS BIRTHDAY :D

roarrrrrrrr

2009-05-08T20:01:00.003+08:00

i dunno how to start. for today ah.

okay. a maths. today. cant tell you howe much it sucked.

i cried bit bit during the paper. lah. then alot of .. scenes come in to my mind.

couldn do it.

then later, went to discuss bout the flag.

was good..

i hope i can get my draft back..

then went to eat with the girls (:

JAMZSAG (::

super fun time. (:

they came to my house,

gh-ed. (: then.. karaoked abit..

but it didnt work lah.

then, clear, went to my room,

cam-ed alot.

then later..

zhiting left,

amanda left,

melinda left,

was left with joey, gwen , lau and me.

super funny.

started commenting on girls and couldn find handsome guys :P

super fun lah.. then..

yah. we went on, then joey left

scared her. in the lift.

lau and gwen stil around.

super fun. (:

then later,

dinner--ed

then ate,

then they went home.

now im blogging.

roarded.

comeon! 4 more papers to go.

15may-ekbirthday,(:

16may-dear tangs birthday (:

24may-twin birthday (:

4 or 5 june, claira birthday(:

july 18, my birthday (:

july18,. hannah birthday (:

july 18, miss teo birthday (:

and ONE DAY .. after exams, i dun care, we must go Kbox must must must must..

roarded.

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry v sorry sorry sorry sorry sorr sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorryy sorry sorry sorry

sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry sorry

cause, first, made you cry, now made you sick.'

monday is vesak day. (: whos gonna celebrate it? :D

2009-05-07T21:53:00.003+08:00

today ive decided to study harder after MYE.

haha.

today, i realised how tough maths is,

today, i realised that geog. is so..

today, i realised that i can eat more than i could

today, i realised that friends are meant to be kept,

today, i realised that some bees are like big peanuts but with wings

today, i realised that singapore is actually really hot

today, i realised that i really wanna swin

today, i realised that blogging will always be fun

today, i realised that mr loo is a funny man

today, i realised that, im abit stupid

today, i like the numbers, 69, 291, 1, 5, 7 and 53.

today, i like the colors, purple, green and red

today, i changed my pencil case, back to marshmallow boy.

today, i realised that mosquitoes LOVE me.

maybe cause im blood type O+ haha.

no link right. yah. i know.

hmm,. today, im really happy.

today,. today today today, im leaving all my troubles behind :)

oh yah. and cause i ask adam sumthing about completing the square, using a paper, mr ng, say i cheat. but nah.. scare me only. :) hahaha. ( this happened before temp taking. )

spachula (: [have no idea why i wrote that]

2009-05-06T18:34:00.002+08:00

hahahahahahahah

school ended like.. early today. cause ss paper was only.. an hour long. gah!!!! WAS ONLY! cause like i din have time to do my c and c intime. shit man.

roarded.

you know what. im super duper tired. :)

i just went to the dentist. roar. tomorrow

Emaths P2

Pure Geography

roarded.

mati. :(

roar....

i think im alive physically but mentally dead now.

oh man..

oh yah!

dental was like.. super interesting today. but it hurt lah.

NOT THE TEETH, not the stuff they do. BUT the assistant! keep poking my gum. 0.0 gah. i like "errr,errrgh" haha. then she "err,errrgh" back -.- diao right..

anyways,

yeah..

hahahaha :)))

hmmm..

i cant think of anything now. but convergent, divergent, tensional force, drought, flood stuff. -.-

hahaha..

so irritating.

FORMULAS UPON FORMULAS.

lol. -.- gah. okay. shall stop. i think im dying.

2009-05-05T23:08:00.000+08:00

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING TIFFANY :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY DARLING CLARE :D

HAPPY BIRTHDAY RETARDED SHAHLEHIN.

:) today was fun.

swimming was fun

:) everything was fun.

except the chinese paper. (: TEEHEE>fatality.

2009-05-04T17:48:00.002+08:00

i used to write your name,

and put it in a frame.

you touch me with your smile,

what can i do to make you mine?

first day of exams, over. and i feel.. like its ALL over. haha.

nope its not man. its just the beginning.

i feel like falling apart.

the joy of being a teenager and the pain of being a teenage.

gah. whatever i wrote in my compo seems to come true.

I WANT TO RUN NOW.

alright. i'll run.

2009-05-03T21:15:00.001+08:00

I LOVE GWEN OKAY. (:

( gwen, you touched? :D )

wahahahaha...

yes. :)

im super sad i din attend sat service, it seems like so good.

but todays service was damn good too, i think it slike a word in season for me..

scandalion. :)

cg was fun today.. study session. hahah a;) ALESTER!!!!! always in his own world super funny :))

hais. im so dead now. :) as in tired.

english. report and compre, im super scared lah.

especially grammar :P

i dont even know whats SOLITARY in zhiting's blog :D

hahahahah :)) nevermind. :) i'll have faith.:)

LEARNT SUMTHING NEW TODAY:

the level of your faith is the level of your forgiveness. :D

I LOVE PASTOR STEVE MUNSEY :)) SUPER ALOT.

but pastor kong is still like a daddy to me :D

2009-05-02T12:58:00.002+08:00

the first time i stepped in your house, it was pure enjoyment.

but now, when i see people in your house, i feel too troubled.

2009-05-02T11:17:00.002+08:00

I MISS ZHITING SUDDENLY! hahaha. ( zhiting, if your reading this, i bet your happy mann..)

hahaha :) seriously. hahahahahahahhahahahaha i want play the finga game with her again!!! :) hahahahaha. so funny. :) then no need train abs le wakkakakakkakkaa.

sentosa was like super fun yestaday. :) got a few photos. BUT. i lazy upload. should be all on facebook soon :D hahahahahah :))))))

yesterday second game was like chao sian. then later we hyper. but too late. LOL :D hahahahah.

then later more more more. super fun. :)

realized i cant use words like "guai lan" . its really weird :D yay :) im special .

I AM NOT SCARED OF FINAL DESTINATION ANYMORE :D wahahahahahahaha.

zegeba, you watch out mann.. i will kill you.

stella is really super brave.

brenda is really moderate lah. -.-

yeahhhhhh hahahahahahahhahahah :))))))))

hahahahahahahahahahahahahhahaha.

CARLS JR. :) MADE ZEGEBA'S BLADDER SUPER FULL HAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAHAH

this is what i call FUN.

no stopping me. no stopping me. no stopping me. no stopping me!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!

thank you sentosa for the singlet and the 3 dollars sprite. Wt. :((((((( i can buy 2 meat 1 egg and drink for recess witht that sprite le. :( hahahaha.

I LOVE THE SHAMPOO, STELLA chose. SO NICE SMELLING :DD AHhhhh. :)

2009-05-01T08:43:00.002+08:00

jealousy, turning saints into the seas. turning through sick lullabies chocking on your alibis.

one day, little red riding hood, went out with her friends to pick some flowers, little did she know, she was doing the wrong thing, she needs to go to mr wolf's house, to get eaten up.

when she got there, she realised her friends, were behind her, supporting her and protecting her. she found, her true friends.'

2009-04-28T23:17:00.002+08:00

attitudes getting from bad to worse.. idk why.. :( but.. yeah.

studies, studies, studies,..

wahzegebingbang. :((

I feel so lucky today. it was wet and like you know, i din run 200 today :))

zhiting ran so super fast can.

so did amanda and tiffany :D

luner was like super fun. :) balloons!! whoopeee~!! :D

its just my luck.

mockingbirds stuck in my head.. :(

skirts and stuff, swine and twusts was like super fun today :DDD LVES!! :D

2009-04-27T11:51:00.003+08:00

although im sick and resting at home now, i still really wanna share what just happened.

roar. its that mdm cheng from GO. -.-
its like i came down all sick and stuff with my mummy, then mummy and i went in the GO, then after that, the malay teacher, shes very very nice, so it like totally made my day. then after that, i was sooo freaking sick and tired, then mdm cheng, said all those stuff about telling the teacher. her tone was like.. roarded. it made my mother super pissed lah. so both of us like 忍.

it was like this.
after i talk to mdm cheng and stuff, she like, okay. attitude, then later right..
i got alot of mucus . :P so i needed more tissue and i was like crying at that time, cause like super sick and tired and NOW ANGRY. so yeah. cry lah. then like i finding tissue, mummy tell me..

like purposely say loud loud lah.

Mummy：“在OFFICE的人，這樣的阿？為甚麼口氣那麼坏哈”
me： “ yalah' 我真的不喜欢她。。。“
Mummy：你身体不舒服leh。你也没有做错事。 then她很像在骂你着样－“

mdmcheng： samantha tan yifen，
mummy： haiyer。不要关lah。
mummy to mdmcheng：好了吗？
mdmcheng：还没有，theres still more。你可以写下你的ICnumber and your name and contact number。
mummy： writes quickly。
mdmcheng suddenly like become abit nicer but mummy was like furious haha。 me too。
mdmcheng later pass us the paper thing to pass tothe guard then we didnt say anything， we just walked away：）

out of GO，
mummy：她的名字叫什么啊？
me： mdm cheng lo
mummy：我要COMPLAIN她。
me：对loh'
mummy：我们没有做错事，不用怕着种人的！以前hor' 你的二姐也是吗。她不喜欢她的老师， then她们叫我来学校， from她们complain你的二姐变成我complain那个老师。那个老师说二姐乱乱画她的书， then我说，她也没有画在里面，她画在外面吗，老师ah，她也画的很好看mah。

hahahahahahahaha。 and，mummy seems proud of something
this is what she said。
then hor，你二姐可以在老师的面前说”我不喜欢着个老师。“
then mummy was like telling me that ” 做老师hor如果学生不喜欢老师hor真的很失败leh。

yeppps hahahah okay. cannot liao need to rest. :P byebye

2009-04-23T23:09:00.002+08:00

dead.
my leg still cramping. :P
roar (:

today is my 2nd consecutive happy day isit? i forgot. :P
hmm.

accomplishment no. 1:
dinner ;D

accomplishment no 2:
completed ss corrections

accomplishment no 3:
climbed mangosteen while cramp still there. :D

accomplishment no 4:
counted the stars :D

yepps :D hehe. and

accomplishment no 5:
4 rounds about the park. and 200 m :D

accomplishment no 6:
was happy

accomplishment no 7:
love GOd more. :D

yepps this my day gotta sleep NOW,:D

2009-04-20T20:10:00.003+08:00

today was a great day :D learnt alot. was like reallyyyy tired but stil haha. gunz kept me awake :P

im so sick of getting owned roar. wheres my last time sam:( hahaha

rebecca still got the touch loh

roar and she still has her character. ROARDED. her eqs are like. wow. :(

roarrded. i want.

nevermind talking about today. :) hmm. i wasnt late, i din go for recess but i did buy french toast. did not complete my chem ass thats why. :( but it was alright. hahahaha, :D

roarrr. im soooooo tired :(((((((((

but i still want to play but rebeccas playing roarded. come on level!!!!!!!

roarrrrrr....................

okayokayokayokyaokyaokya control :P

anywayssss.. okay i got nothingg to say le. i wanted to like talk about all my dreams on this post. but im to lazy to do so. so yepps. BYE!:D

2009-04-19T23:55:00.002+08:00

happy family sunday :D

hahah. :) okay. today.;..

woke up, then cell group, then dun forget the lyrics. :) oh man. it was super fun. :) alot of new friends came today too! :D super awesome. :) gwen haven give me back my rock :(

hahahah! :) anyways,

after cell today, went running, to train up for 200m.

35seconds leh. super laoya. :) then. ben ran with me for the second try, he puked after that, cause he ate alot and he didnt stretch neither did he warm up. :(

malcolm the banglah, ran damn fast.

oh yah. i lost to ben like 10 seconds , even though he gave me a head start. :P

RREEEEOWWWHH :D hahaha.

okay. then fam dinner. :)

it was totally fun lah. :)

before that went to visit gonggong, he has fever and is in cgh now. :( im super sad.

then. yah, dinner, made me well again..

i miss gong gong now.

dinner was like, okay, drinks what you all want

then erjie told me to drink. so yah. i did lah. :) then haha super funny, mummy and rebecca talked about coke and beer, lol.

it went like this,

ma: beer not alot of sugar. at least better than coke.

reb: but beer will have belly!

ma: then YOUR COKE LEH?!

reb: but exercise then will okay what.

ma: same goes to beer!!

LOL. :D so in conclusion, beer is also good.

we went to erjiu's house after dinner,

super fun.

there was like 7 humps outside the carpark and 1 inside the carpark. how safe can sengkang be. :) hahahahah! :)

yepps. taffys all grown up :D hehehe ;) okay lah. not grown up. but yeah. she grew lah. :D shes sooooo cute.

oh yah. last but not least,

- started playing gunz again. super sad. last time never kenna owned, now, they all pwn me. :(

okayy..

cant wait for clairas bday lah! will be super fun can. wakakakakakaka.

hahah happy sunday.

2009-04-18T20:51:00.003+08:00

roar! okay. i din go to training today. when i woke up, couldn even lift my arms. i tried you know, spiking and my arm, dropped dead. roar!!!!! i feel so bad. :) anyways.

i heard lindy and zt played si,
stella and tang played zhong isit?
libero was tiffany
subset, mel
setter daidai

wahahaha. :) so interesting,
anyways, roar, i missed the training roar!!!!! stupid stupid stupid. i needed something to piang. but raor. i was so stupid. attempted again and again, when i knew i couldn. roarded.
SALONPAS! i need your help.!!!!
roarrrr!!!

okay continuing. im very happy though, hmm, church was super funny today. :) especially the conflicts /s*x. part. hahaha. stuper super funny.
ferraris, daytona, and toyata. muahahaha. :) super super super funny. :P

yepps. my day was like that. OH YAH~! i went ikea in the morning. haha met up wth jiu jiu, jiumu and baby taffy. turns out we didnt go to their house, went ikea instead wahhaaha :) super funn. i love the meat balls there. like the best lah.

wow. i cannot tahan the heat. it nearly killed me. and its like my first few times wearing shorts to church. feels super weird. and i have a gigantic plate of spag now beside me. cant finish it up. help me!!!!

okayy.. yepps yepps. that was my day.

im sorry taffy! :( i made you cry again. :(

2009-04-17T21:09:00.002+08:00

roarded. i shouldn have attempted doing the guys standard. :( my arms hurt. and it drops everytime i lift it up. roarr.
okay, you know what. IM STARTING TO NOT LIKE mr.hong. :( he scold me. :( why?! cause i was trying to help kj re-ask the question he wanted to ask. but mrhong totally ignored it. :( roarded. then its like. he thought i asked, to like make a joke out of it. when i was totallly serious. shit lah. -.-

went to carolines birthday party today. felt totally awkward. haha.. yeah.
roarded lah. im so dead now. :( my arms hurt, and tomorrow, training. best lah. social studies. argh.

todayy! im leaving all my troubles behind.

2009-04-16T23:47:00.002+08:00

today was like. super super super super boring can.
from 7.55am to like.. 4 plus in the afternoon. completely spent in school -.-
napfa was like fun. :) except for sit and reach. blehss.

shuttle run- 10.67secs
sit ups- 40
incline pullups- 22
standing board jump- 206
2.4- 12.08minutes
sit and reach- 43.
teehee. :)

yeahh. like gwen said, sit and reach is like the stretch of our lives lah. it was the toughest toughest toughest of all the stations. -.-
roar..
okay.. :) today was like crazy fun after the napfa. went to my house to watch friends, ate like damn alot of nutella. bklehzz. its like yum at first. :) then soon. it became like a hyper- drug. :P
muahahah. :) then later, karaoked. WOO. shiok. then later went to aquarius- visit tiff and him, :) so sad. injured. wahahaha. :) then he couldn laugh. :) tiff and malcolm was doing loads of work. i totally din know what to do. as in okay lah. i know lah. but i dunno how. :) "mchias' tuition work." thenn . yeah.. hahaha. :) yahyahyah. :P okayokay. i guess this is it. :D

patience is a virtue- even the toughest rock can change its shape under constant running water. :)
im so tired of living YOUR life. i need to live MINE. :)
roarrrrr!! :) come to think of it. i love my juniors> :) their like. the most hyper active batch lah. :) LOVE THEM. :D WAHAHAHAHAHAH if i were still in NA, i would be like, playing with them. how awesome is that? :D

roarded. my rubberband is in the swimming pool :( sad case. :( and im giddy.
okay. mummy wants me to sleep already.
late nights:
> pimples
> eye bags
> skinny.

ROAR ITS NOT GOOD. sian. tmorrow. another long day.
MYE IS COMING ROAR..
God, i love you and will always do.

ITS THOSE LITTLE IMPERFECTIONS YOU LOVE.

2009-04-14T23:28:00.003+08:00

so funny, i just flipped open my laptop and saw gwen's

"SAMANTHA TAN: STOP USING THIS AND SLEEP EARLY.... blah blah blah "

hahah. :) but still, today was awesome. :)

fun fun fun. yeah.

happy birthday to you! :)

so old already. :)

yepps. okay. thats about it. ;)

goodnights.

oh no, wait, erm, i studied today, went for bday celebration. ( sorry, we din sing song. ) then sent gwen home, then went home. ahh. stupid people lah. -.- got bus dunwan take uh?! haha..

okayy.. im really too lazy to post pictures. tomorrow is gonna be a blast. :) i dun want run 2.4 :D serious. i dunwan. im just gonna be the encourager. :) haha. A can liao what. :) haha. no matter what timing, also A mah. hor?! :D hahahaha.. :) yepps. :) busy week. BUT ENJOYABLE lah. :)

roarded. roarded. roarded. roarded!!!

2009-04-13T17:56:00.002+08:00

HEY DONT WRITE YOURSELF OFF YET, ITS ONLY IN YOUR HEAD YOU FEEL LEFT OUT OR LOOKED DOWN ON. JUST TRY YOUR BEST, TRY EVERYTHING YOU CAN AND DONT YOU WORRY WHAT THE BITTER HEARTS ARE GONNA SAY. IT JUST TAKES SOMETIME LITTLE GIRL YOUR IN THE MIDDLE OF THE RIDE, EVERYTHING EVERYTHING WILL BE JUST FINE EVERYTHING EVERYTHING WILL BE ALRIGHT ALRIGHT.

tuition was like.

okay.

DEAD MIMES. :(

IF YYOU WANNA KNOW WHAT IM THINKING ABOUT, GET IN MY SHOES. YOU'LL GET WHAT IM TALKING ABOUT.

days combined.

2009-04-12T23:39:00.002+08:00

this few days have been. interesting.

#01 BRAIN, MIGRAIN :(
haha. :) its amazing lah. i went to pick rachel and pamela up, and suddenly, i couldn really see. i know it was my migrain. so, yeah. i told shan. i was so scared. then i tried to treat everything as though i wasnt having a migrain. then, couldn take it during praise and worship, i almost fell lah. but you know! IM STRONG. wakkaakas. :) so, i tahan. :) then during drama, cannot le, i told michelle about it, and later, she send me out to the taxi stand. wa. it was really super pain. then, yepps, reach home le. got really irritated. and my head was like. KA BA BOOM, PWEU PWEU PWEU!!! fireworks and nuclear bombs. when i woke up 8 hours or less, later, i was fine! and i ate like alot. truely, God opens up the door of the TOMB OF SICKNESS AND DISEASE. hallelujah~

#02 THE BIG JUMP.
so many people came. it was just trememdously funnnn. :D errhmmm, some people, complained yah. :) hahah!! :) you know who you are, " (: hey, help me hold blah blahb blah okay :D wakkaaka. :) hmm, then, even though my group din win, the main point was to have fun yeah. oh yeah, all of us were like 17 or 20 cm taller. :) wheehehehe. :D

#03 Training,
as usual but no physical and runninng :D yay. roarded. i hate the net.

#04 Sentosa today! :D
yay. finally get to go play beach :D hahahah :) it was really fun lah. :) then like. we saw the presby alumni players and nanyang peeps, oh my, they look real professional. and we saw qingshan from cat high too :D he look very style can. and mr low / loh/ blah. he was so cool can.
haha. :) it was so fun playing beach. slide here bang here bang there also not pain one! shiok ahhh. :)

#05 before sentosa,
gwen, stella was talking about siao, how much. and stuff like that. oh yah. got a treat from ben from burger king :D oh yah. which makes me side track abit.

#06 after the big jump, and service,
went fellowshipping at ehub, bowled, burger kinged. mucus here and there from huayeows nose. and funny faces. ah. it was just really stress relieving lah. then, we went play ball.
haha. i said cross the roading instead of crossing the road, and this made me high for like about 45minutes? rebecca came along too.
oh yah. got home at bout. 3am :) then go training later :D which is stated on top.

#07 go back to before sentosa, gwen and stella tried to upskirt me with the pink umbrella stella bought.

#08 family dinner
this was after sentosa. it was super fun. cause, family din decide alot, we just popped into a dunno what place, like hard rock lah but minus like 5 stars? :) haha :P no lah. the food. BOO! mashpotatoes taste like.. china flour. my fish and chips where okay, the cheap fries and the coleslaw was like the best. the HONEY PRAWN DUMPLING. erhhh.. i thought it was like sweet prawns fried like dumpline. turns out its prawn dumpling with honey syrup. -.- but HAVE TO BE GRATEFUL THAT THERES FOOD ALREADY RIGHT? haha so yeah. singing there was like great. :) i love lah. :)then we left, walked about, went muji, got lost in the carpark for like 10 minutes, i came up with a cheer.

1.L-O-S-T. what does it spell? LOST, and we're LOST LOST LOST, - LOST LOST LOST.
2. Year 3000 busted-
And now, we're lost now, and we cant find 4433, the tan, family, is lost cant find 4433, maybe it dissappeared but, no lah. its a car.. they told us we were lost------- and i couldn continue the sentence.
3. LOST LOST LOST LOST LOST.

then, we realised, we were at B2. not B1. oh my gosh. no wonder im like that. :D hahah!!!

#09 talked about the bean bag chair and stuff like that, wow. happy madness, maybe going to renovate room. :)

#10 homework homework and more homework.
elearn geog, yeah, i admit i didnt do it, CAUSE THE LINKS is TOTALLY UNLINKABLE.
drawing geog, I DRAW UNTIL SO NICE LIAO. THEN YOU LOSE IT. :( IM SO SAD LAH.
ADD MORE WORK.
roarded. i cant think of anymore.
feel like poning school tomorrow but, no! i have to go.

#11 tuition tomorrow :(
#12 i still havent got the present yet.
#13 im madly in love with my phiten :D
#14. i cant think straight now. :D
#15 good night.
#16 OH YAH! DID YOU KNOW THAT NUM SHIRTS- cheapest price= $49.90.
wanted to get that, but its like. so not. nice . not worth buying cause its ugly and its not nice putting an ugly shirt on a good looking person. ( not me ) serious.
#17. sentosa's showers are the...... showers ever.
#18. i din get tan today. cause there was no sun.
#19. sick and tired of lies.
#20. wanna lay back, relax and enjoy. nothing on my mind. nothing.
#21. SHAKABLAHBLAH LAH!

alrighty. loves, samahthhaa. :)

blogging

2009-04-10T00:14:00.001+08:00

BLOG

i have just blogged. :D haha.

haha SERVICE LEARNING :D

2009-04-07T18:54:00.001+08:00

went to farmway 1 today to go to mutts and mittens :D we got it. YEAH. :D hahaha. :) then we continued walking realised we have like a long way to go. :P like about 3 km? to the exit point. so josh hailed a lorry, and we got onto it :) SHIOK AH! :D hahaha.

the bussed home :D yah loh.

hey "innocent boy", sorry you cant highlight hahah! :)
to lazy to change skin. :D